About 30 min plane ride from Dublin to Glasgow, the plane doesn’t even seem to have ascended before you start descending again. It’s just that close to each other, I mean not just the distance, but the nature, the sheeps, and the endless rolling hills makes me conclude that when the world was once one mass, Ireland was connected to Scotland. You will notice right away that definitely the capacity to understand the English language is miles more difficult. Scotish people at times seem to have something stuck in their throat that they just can’t seem to shallow when they speak English. I really had to make an effort to listen to what they said (sometimes). Everything is like a wee bit, a wee more, a wee bowl...
with Anne's FAM |
Well it wasn’ t long before we both headed to London or Wewlyn Garden City the next day from Scotland on an 8 hour mini-bus ride. We were off to attend “reGENerate,” a weekend with young people from all over UK. I was so hyped to go since many of the people I knew were gonna be there, and I just needed some “regeneration.” The theme was “Rooted or Uprooted” and the first session we had to divide into small groups to come up with a quote, and creative expression of the theme. Our group took a turn on the word root, and used “route” instead. We discovered this quote...
ohh YEAH |
from all over Italy, Scotland, Brazil, and yeah England |
“For a tree to become tall it must grow tough roots among rocks” (Nietzsche)
“That Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; that you may be rooted and grounded in love, may know the love of Christ.”
all of us |
The next day was just incredible because we were fortunate to listen to a life experience of a couple whose crosses were carried with such faith and love. She was diagnosed with lung and heart issues that the doctors just couldn’t seem to cure, and he married her despite all the odds of her health. Not much later after their marriage, she was only relying on a respirator, and physiotherapy to keep her feeble body alive as she desperately waited for a proper diagnosis. Later she discovered she needed a lung and heart transplant, and she recalled 9 young people having died just waiting for their transplant. She went through days where she wanted to just give up and one day she told the nurses she had enough. She wanted an end to all the excruciating pain she was going through every second of every breath she took. But on that day something in her changed, she wanted to believe, and she wanted to give herself another chance. And her prayer was answered, she received a call to have a heart and lung transplant, but even through this operation her chances were slim, but she held on to a flame of hope. Before going to the hospital, she literally gave away everything she owned, and said her goodbyes to each and every loved one because she was prepared that her chances of surviving weren’t high. But now she is breathing and surviving on a respiration level of 1/4th of an average person. Through it all, she gave herself to everyone whenever they visited her. She had a love for each person, and even ran a small lottery for the other hospital patients.
Maria and John- the testimony of true love |
Love that surpasses all limits, overcomes all barriers, embraces all suffering, and sacrifices all of self. We will only discover real love when we have lost all, given all, and sacrificed all. Only then, if we have an empty heart and mind, with the door wide open that we can actually discover and experience what LOVE is. But it only requires our YES, a leap of faith to receive this love, to open ourselves, to makes ourselves feel vulnerable, to lose everything of ourself. This is what we were created to experience, to be LOVED and to LOVE. But we will never know how to love, if we don’t have love, if we don’t believe in LOVE. But thank God Maria did, she is one of the oldest woman surviving with a heart and lung transplant in the world.
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